It was July 1st 2018. We had planned to go to the cinema that afternoon but I woke up in a foul mood 😬
It was more anxiety than anything, I find some things difficult some days I can do it all, the next day I can’t do the same things because of my anxiety. It’s frustrating but I’m used to it now.
It was an odd day, I came downstairs and Pete was talking to his mum as soon as I came in they stopped. When I questioned him he said oh it was nothing etc.
So I spent all day feeling very sorry for myself, pissed off cause I didn’t want to go out. Stressing. I asked if we could postpone the cinema and Pete was so adamant that we had to go! I couldn’t understand why he was so obsessed with going, the film wasn’t even one we were both desperate to see.
Eventually I got myself ready, very reluctantly. I got dressed and we went into town. I actually fell asleep during the film, I remember Pete saying later he had hoped I’d wake in a better mood but alas it wasn’t to be 🙄😂
When the film finished Pete said his dad was picking us up but had parked in a car park the other end of the beach. I was fuming 😂 I couldn’t understand why when all he needed to do was grab us from the cinema.
Honestly he must of loved me because he still went ahead with his plan and I was such a cow!
We walked through the gardens to the beach, by this point I had given up and was just being a moody bitch. Not proud but promised I’d be honest!
We were walking along the sea front and suddenly he pulled me onto the beach and in front of me was a red blanket, with love spelt put, flowers and champagne..
He got down on one knee in front of everyone and proposed. Obviously without any doubt I said yes ❤️ everyone clapped.
As it turned out he had got his friend taking photos secretly and another videoing it!
I felt like a level 100 psycho bitch that day 😂
He said he was crapping it all day because he didn’t think he would get me to the beach, I honestly felt like the biggest twat. But bless him he pushed through and got me where I needed to be that day.
His parents did eventually pick us up 🤦🏼♀️😂 and we got food and went home. It was amazing.
