So last night some of petes family went to see a spiritualist.. It wasn’t a private thing it was with around 60 other people.
I’ve never been a believer in anything like this, growing up in a very religious household we were always taught this wasn’t something to every get involved in as it opened up the way for evil to get through.. I wouldn’t say I’m religious now but that’s one thing that’s stuck with me and made it really difficult to understand.
Petes family told me that he wouldn’t come through as it’s to soon since he died.. But they came home last night and said he had come through….
So apparently the guy started talking about the 6th of September, saying it was someones anniversary or wedding day.. Then they said that there was a young man around the age of 27 who wasn’t fully coming through but really trying to get a message across.. They said he died via suicide and it was with pills.
He then said that he wanted his fiancee to know that it wasn’t her fault and that he loves her so very much and apparently repeated this about 5 times..
He said to say that couples argue that’s normal and I did nothing wrong…
Then he said that Pete wanted us to know that it was a cry for help and that he didn’t mean to do it but he is happy where he is now and at peace so we should be happy for him…
He said that Pete expected to be found and there is a message somewhere that he tried to send to somone for help before he died…
Lastly he said Pete had a wicked sense of humour and said that alive or dead his life was gonna be over anyway because he was getting married… (which sounds exactly like something the dicked would say 🤦🏼♀️🤦🏼♀️).
So now I’m confused. Very very very confused. Like I’m still not convinced I believe it but when they told me I got so upset. I also feel even worse now and like I’m completely to blame because I should of gone and checked on him.
I don’t understand why he said about arguments because we literally didn’t, and I know I’m talking like I believe it but Im still not convinced.
The guy they saw has a huge following and is apparently very good but who knows.. Half the stuff could of been googled especially after the article in the paper last week..
But then I don’t know either.
It’s such a subjective thing 🤷🏼♀️ it’s not something I would ever do personally cause it scares me and I kinda hoped if anything was said it would be something so personal it would only make sense to me..
It’s just not black and white enough for me.
But yeah, if anyone has any advice or understanding of this kinda thing please message me.. My head has been spinning ever since.
